Am i gay even tho i like girls ?

1st of all im sorry for asking the same question over and over, its just that i keep havingfears that i might be gay, 1st of all yesterday i kissed this girl and i tought about the kiss the whole day i liked the kiss and i wanted another one, but wheever i drink alcohol i just get gay toughts for some reason, eve tho i love girls and i get turned on by them why do i get the gay thoughts when im drunk am i gay